Dont judge

[pritchp]

Right,

this is a serious thread, im not attention seeking etc.. or anything.

i mostly think im pretty happy with everything

but there isnt a day or night that goes by when i don't sit/lay thinking about throwing myself off the balcony at work or throwing myself in front of a train.

does anyone else have this sorta stuff going on?

like i said, i dont understand it because i thought i was quite happy with everything i just think its odd..

 

[TURBO]

this is a pretty morbid thread for a car forum but ....

yea at least three days a week i think about finding a tall building or bridge and ending it all!!
but then i think of all the s**t my family would go thro!
the worst thing is going to bed thinking about it!!not good!

however im making lots of changes in my life this year so nothing but happy thoughts!! :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

i try to b a happy sorta person and think i am (apart from when im at work) :lol:
iv come to the conclusion that there must b a reason people feel like this and so that person can change it!!
i think u should try and look at stuff and just think no matter how bad things seem theres always someone much worse off than u

anyway i think suicide is a whimps way out and people should just man up and face there probs!!bring on 2011

(sorry if this is way out of order, dont mean to affend anyone)

 

[Matt]

Ok going to be a bit of a touchy thread I think...

All I can say is... Look on the bright side of life. There must be things you enjoy and look forward to - think about those and get it into your head that the ****** things will only lead to enjoying the better things more. Hate your job for example? In that case put it into perspective that you work your ass off and in return get to buy all the things you want (etc).

 

[TURBO]

Ok going to be a bit of a touchy thread I think...

im suprised its still here tbh!!

 

[pritchp]

it's causing no offense.. i just wondered what peoples thoughts are/if anyone else had the same feeling.

like for example i was at work the other day.. and thought... if i got fired i would just go out there and jump off and then no problems at all

but like you say.. then i think about how upset my family would be.

 

[Dazza1]

Right,

this is a serious thread, im not attention seeking etc.. or anything.

i mostly think im pretty happy with everything

but there isnt a day or night that goes by when i don't sit/lay thinking about throwing myself off the balcony at work or throwing myself in front of a train.

does anyone else have this sorta stuff going on?

like i said, i dont understand it because i thought i was quite happy with everything i just think its odd..

Have u tryed goin to your doctors to see if they can sort out councilin for u. I tryed to kill myself last April took a over dose cos of the way I was feelin. Work didn't help me much the suspended me from work for 8 weeks. I went to a group councilin session found it nice to talk to people and listen to there problems. I'm not a nut case or anythin were all human at the end of the day

 

[pritchp]

Right,

this is a serious thread, im not attention seeking etc.. or anything.

i mostly think im pretty happy with everything

but there isnt a day or night that goes by when i don't sit/lay thinking about throwing myself off the balcony at work or throwing myself in front of a train.

does anyone else have this sorta stuff going on?

like i said, i dont understand it because i thought i was quite happy with everything i just think its odd..

Have u tryed goin to your doctors to see if they can sort out councilin for u. I tryed to kill myself last April took a over dose cos of the way I was feelin. Work didn't help me much the suspended me from work for 8 weeks. I went to a group councilin session found it nice to talk to people and listen to there problems. I'm not a nut case or anythin were all human at the end of the day

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[Dazza1]

Try councilin then mate

 

[TURBO]

when i was younger i tried afew times, the worst was when i hacked one of my wrists up.
thats when i realised how stupid and selfish i was being and seeing my family blame themselves makes u feel even worse!!
now i use the scar to remind myself to get on with it and be happy!!

 

[pritchp]

Try councilin then mate

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[triple9tommy]

I work for the ambulance service as a Student Paramedic.
Over the past 3 and a bit years I've been to numerous suicides, hangings, overdoses, train jobs...
It is a very quick and easy way out, considering it all goes 'to plan'. I went to 1 woman who jumped from a train bridge. She landed between the lines, the train missed her, and she now has a leg missing...I've been to her since the initial event, and she remembered me, she's a lot happier, just minus a limb.
I cant go to explain the sadness, emotion and turmoil that families go through when we arrive at a scene like this. At hospital too. It's heartbreaking. You wouldn't wish your worst enemy to go through an event like this.
Life is too short...there are ways around your well-being, to make you feel better. Pills work for some people, and don't for others. Councilling works for some, and not for others.
This could just be a phase mate...think about the things that really matter in life. Nothing should be making you feel like this. Don't think about the things that might not happen, cos they probably won't! Keep your head high, live for today. X