pritchp
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Guys,
You don't have to read this and its not me seeking attention, i just need to get some things off my chest and out in the open... and well.. parents have gone away so im home alone.. not been out the house all weekend and i just need somewhere to just get things off my chest really.
- My job is so stressful, so many demands and targets.. its so unrealistic. im meant to be moving departments in a few months.. and they are bringing in 3 people to replace me.. so to me thats saying im currently doing 3 peoples amounts of work..but i dont get paid for that do i !? No!
-Interview for a job i really want soon.. very stressed about this, i will be gutted if i don't get it and i don't know what i will do if i don't get it.
- My current job is all dependent on exam grades.. not being big headed but im bloody good at my job.. but the exams..well not so much, don't get me wrong i am passing them.. but i have to do an AAT project and well, its just not going well.. its awaiting marking at the moment and i have till the end of this month to get it all submitted.. but this woman marker is useless and she has had it for over half a month now! its really stressing me out, i keep chasing etc and i get nothing back! if i fail it it will be because she didnt give it back to me in enough time to get it right! and if i fail it work can get rid of me just like that..and then what do i do!?
- my parents are away.. yes they go away ALOT but right now.. i really need them here just for support... i have no family nearby.. yes i have my friends to support me but i cant burden them will all my troubles etc.. and i dunno.. i just wish i had a bit more family support..
- my ex trying to kill herself has really got to me and it keeps playing on my mind and it sucks alot.. the fact she blames me for it was/is horrid
- I find myself just laying in bed at night..mind racing about everything and how bad things can become... and i just find myself laying there... crying... it sounds soo pathetic i know.. i just dont know what to do...
coming on here and pouring all this out is probs a bad idea but i just need to write things down/tell someone.. i need to get it off my chest
i really dont know what to do/say
You don't have to read this and its not me seeking attention, i just need to get some things off my chest and out in the open... and well.. parents have gone away so im home alone.. not been out the house all weekend and i just need somewhere to just get things off my chest really.
- My job is so stressful, so many demands and targets.. its so unrealistic. im meant to be moving departments in a few months.. and they are bringing in 3 people to replace me.. so to me thats saying im currently doing 3 peoples amounts of work..but i dont get paid for that do i !? No!
-Interview for a job i really want soon.. very stressed about this, i will be gutted if i don't get it and i don't know what i will do if i don't get it.
- My current job is all dependent on exam grades.. not being big headed but im bloody good at my job.. but the exams..well not so much, don't get me wrong i am passing them.. but i have to do an AAT project and well, its just not going well.. its awaiting marking at the moment and i have till the end of this month to get it all submitted.. but this woman marker is useless and she has had it for over half a month now! its really stressing me out, i keep chasing etc and i get nothing back! if i fail it it will be because she didnt give it back to me in enough time to get it right! and if i fail it work can get rid of me just like that..and then what do i do!?
- my parents are away.. yes they go away ALOT but right now.. i really need them here just for support... i have no family nearby.. yes i have my friends to support me but i cant burden them will all my troubles etc.. and i dunno.. i just wish i had a bit more family support..
- my ex trying to kill herself has really got to me and it keeps playing on my mind and it sucks alot.. the fact she blames me for it was/is horrid
- I find myself just laying in bed at night..mind racing about everything and how bad things can become... and i just find myself laying there... crying... it sounds soo pathetic i know.. i just dont know what to do...
coming on here and pouring all this out is probs a bad idea but i just need to write things down/tell someone.. i need to get it off my chest
i really dont know what to do/say